Should Have posted this first!! Its an overview of my life as it is today

MERI ZINDAGI

Meri zindagi ek kitab ki tarah hai..

Padhte hi koi bhi samajh jata hai.

Jeena chahta hun khul ke ise..

Par koi na koi cheez ise kas ke pakde baithi hai..

Kabhi dooston ke beech to kabhi padhai ke irdh girdh bas ghoomti rehti hai..

Zindagi kehti hai “aa kho ja mujh mei” par mai use taal deta hun ye kehke ki "abi to tu meri puri tarah hui bhi nahi hai, doosro ke lie jee raha hun abi to mai tujhe”...

Ye sunke wo hash pdhti hai aur tarrakoh ke sath puchti hai “to upne lie kab jeeaga mujhe”..

Ye sawal sunke mai hairran hota hun pareshan hota hun aur phir sochta hun...

“arey sahi to keh rhi hai ye, doosron ke beech na jaane khud ko kab bhul gaya main”

Ye sochkar roone lagta hun ki achanak naa jane kha se wo kehti hai “to ab jee le na muje”...

Meri aason pochti hai, muje dilasa deti hai, aesi hai meri zindagi..

Mai bhi use bade josh ke sath kehta hun ki “tu aaj se meri hai; jeena tujh mai hai , marna tujh mai hai: hasna tujh mai hai ,rona tujh mai hai: gaana tujh mai hai gungunana tujh mai hai”....

Ab na jane ye josh Kab tak rahe par itna to yakeen hai muje ki jabhi mai ladhkharaun, jabhi mai khin atkun to wo muje sambhal legi..

Akhir yahi to hai meri zindagi...................